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Monday, 7 February 2011,2/07/2011 12:06:00 am
On 7/2/2011Firstly , happy chinese new year ! hahax.. so many things to busy with during new year hahahx.. but 1 thing for sure is that i will have to make a tough decision... during visiting , 1 of my relatives accidentally said out that she saw my bf.. but my family do not know about it ... HOW !!! than i went home , got questioned by my mother ... she told me this"your father trust you alot , if he knows you break this trust , he will be very hard-broken... " i know ... but , i still like him ... i don know how ..GOD , i pray to you .. can you give me a solution which do not hurts both parties , i rather be the one being hurt than see the both of them being hurt caused of my stupid mistakes.. I am not saying that being you is a mistake , but the choice of being quiet... i seriously at a lost now..Should i give up on this relationship ? Should i continue to bluff and pretend that there is nothing ? I really don know what to do !! Heavenly father , this is the 1 time that really pray to you..Please give me a solution to this problems... i am really tired of thinking of so many things ... haiz..life suck !!The hope of being with you forever is now gone..but i wish to stay by your side..