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Thursday, 30 December 2010,12/30/2010 01:06:00 am

On 30th december 2010,
Haix... sian .. it seems like this is the only place where i can really complained and write whatever i want... In a society like Singapore , money is all its matter .. For those rich people , they might feel that money is not everything and spent it on useless stuff .. But for those not so wealthy like me , money is everything althrough people say money don bring you happiness.. Today , i realised if you do not have money , nothing can be done ... Seeing my parents leading a tough life , having to tolerate friends and relatives comment ... Especially my grandfather , bringing up all my uncles and aunties , just by asking them for a merely $100 , they have to scold him untill like a begger .. What kind of shit is this !! He needs the money to see the skin doctor and not spend it on luxury goods or what ... All you guys know is to scold him whenever he ask for money ... Its a common thing to give money to your parents when they are old ... Why must you all still scold him and you guys only give $50 each month ... Other people gives few hundreds ..... seriously , sometimes i feel that althrough we are a family , but whatever is done is like a stranger ...Money can really changed a person's life... I hope that in this world there is no such thing as money ..so that everyone can lead a equal life and not compare around... haiz... Also , i have been skipping canoe polo trainning for the past few days , so guilty but i really don know what has happen to me ... Can someone tell me please , i need encouragement and love ....This few days , mummy came back hot tempered , always scold ... I suddenly feel that whatever i am doing is useless cause i can no longer get the same encouragement which i have gotten during secondary school ... Maybe it is just my thinking... School work has been pilling up , i have no idea how to clear it when there is so little time ... haix...seriously , life's suck at this point of time .... i wan to cry it out !!!!!!!!!!
Hoping you can understand me and be my support just for this period...=(