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Saturday, 27 November 2010,11/27/2010 12:00:00 am

On 27Nov 2010
, Today had a good talk with my friend... seriously , maybe i am taking myself too seriously !! Thank you deardear for supporting me !! ahahax... i have decided to make my POly life a different level which is enjoyable and enriching !!hahax... for the past few months , i have encoutered a number of things which help me to understand what kind of world i am living in . All this experiences make me realised what are true friends and how a person can totally outcast you from their group for their own benefits ... It seems that only true friends which really care about you stay with you through thick and thin , be it you are sad or angry or even when you are being left behind ! So far , i didnt notice that i am such friend .... I really thought i was alone , but actually i was not .. hahahx... After all this experiences , it make me into a differnet person ..at first , i was badly affected by all of you guys stupid friend , i told myself "why do i even bother to apologise and still stick to you guy?"Than , i found out that actually , i can just enjoy without haveing to suffer in silence...Crying middle of the night , even till the extend of breaking down ...i feel stupid having to torture myself for useless things .... Deardear , what you told me about wasting my time on crying over them ...I finally realised what does that mean !! I have really realised how much time i have wasted on crying... I will become a much better person not going to care much about nonsense stuff...I WANT TO DO WELL AND GET INTO THE DIRECTOR'S HONOURS LIST !! i will prove to you guys whoever is looking on me !! hahahx... i will be more motivated now !!
I love you !! would you cry , if you see me crying ?? Would you save my soul tonight ?? would you be my hero???