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Sunday, 10 October 2010,10/10/2010 09:37:00 pm
On 10/10/10 Today was super tired after working for so long ..thought maybe i should just tkae a break from work..but after wat happen , i wished that i can work 24 hours so that i can avoid all this crap !! WTH !! is it my fault ?? why do i every time have to suffer all this crappy nonsense !!! having hair all over your bed , does it mean that you have to slp with it?? FUCK !!! i suddenly feel that maybe it is my fault , but after you came in and shouted saying"does it mean that you earn a little money , we all have to see your black face "... It suddenly hurt me so deeply that i feel that i am not part of this family no matter what i am trying to do , it seems that i cant blend in ... is it my fault to make noise when my bed is dirty by your stupid hair and being shouted cause i wanted my maid to change the bed sheet !! i feel worse than a maid !! WTF !! do you all even consider my feelings ... Why whenever i am injured or sick , nobody seems to care and when he is sick !! everyone rush to concern like he is dieing !! WTH !!! i hate it !! why so biased !!! suck !!!!!Everything he do is right , what i do is wrong !! Why i even trying so hard to study and do my best ... even working during holidays when i can be like other people just rot at home !! sian... i suddenly feel that home is just like a place where i can come back to sleep only... All the happiness , excitement of coming home is gone !! I dread going home and hearing complain , talking about other things ..not even 1 of you bother to ask and concern about me .... i hate this life !!!!!!Hoping that i can be with you and you would comfort me ... i really starting to lose myself ...
Hello. I'm Rachael. I'm going to be 18 years old. I love him.