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Tuesday, 14 September 2010,9/14/2010 11:25:00 pm
On 14 sept 2010, Thought that i can meet you since you do not have school... but end up , waited till 2 plus when you finally wake up .. Didn't meet ... Its'okay since i thought i could have just waited for another 2 days where we can have fun ! End up , at night , you asked me if whether the zoo trip could be cancel ... Do you know how much my heart was in pain at that time ... I told you before if you cant do it , don do it !! Remember the previous time where we just gave away the movie tickets , how much i was in pain and how i told you i don wished for it to happen !! WHY !! Why must you do this to me !! Fine , maybe i was being selfish but i cant seems to just forgive you ...Maybe i need some time .. This is like tearing open the wound that have recovered ! I have a mixture of feelings , whether to angry , disappointed , sad.... I don know !! i really don know ! Why am i even wasting my time crying over it !! I feel that i am being played around like a stupid thing ! It really feels terrible !! WTH am i thinking !! Thinking of the different food that i will be making , how much fun , so many pictures to take !! It seems that my dream has just been dashed , i seriously don know when to believe you ..Maybe you might think that i am selfish to only think of myself but i have waited long enough ... Neo prints , Zoo outing , Picnic , Rollerblading ... So many things that we once said we were going to do but was lack in time ... Now ?? So much time but .... maybe i should just forget about it ... I truly don understand you ... When do you really say what you mean ! God , please lead me i seriously don know what is there for me to do ...... Cried...You have hurt me deeply this time =(
Friday, 10 September 2010,9/10/2010 10:30:00 pm
On 10 sep 2010,Today , went to deardear house for hari raya !!! hope you enjoy your new year !!hahax..than went home to family day !!! than here we go to the alive gallery ahahhax..
hahax...actually it was quite fun hahax.. thanks to mummy company for giving us tickets to the Alive gallery !! hahax...

More pictures can be found on my facebook pages hahax..hehez...
Just heard that alot of things have happen !! WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes i wish that all this can just fucked off !!!! get on with my peaceful life !! It so irritating that i cant do anything when my loves one all being bullied right in front of my own eyes !! Its really fucking irritating to hear about it !! You guys just wait till i have grown up and have the ability to do things !! I make sure you guys will repay for what you have done 10 times more !!! DOUBLE FACES PERSONS !!!!!!!!!!! FUCKED OFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wished i can talk to you about it !!