Thought maybe i could spent some time with you on this special day ! But , everything is not going smoothly (presentation , friends etc) ..haiz... After school went to Tampines Mall to play arcade while waiting for time(4 hours) to pass as Sport Clubs only starts at 6. CSA Presentation was badly done , i admit that i didn't contribute much but i took the initiative to ask..Why don you guys give me a chance? Following by Sports Club , i always wanted to play with you but..Too Bad !!! After Sports club ended , it was about 9 plus , waited for the stupid 518 express bus for so long !! Went to meet him at Elias Mac to spend some time , end up we started to fight ..Slowly , tears came rolling down my face , i couldn't control it ... IT just came and came and came ..Maybe i am hurting too much by keep quiet ... Facts came to me , that actually i am not enjoying Polytechnic life as it seems..Maybe you are right , i only judge a person by it fraws and not its good point... but it just come to me each time i make friends , i would be more cautious on what their characteristics and more... Reasons mainly , i do not wish to be with the wrong company which could lead me astray...sorry but that is what i think..maybe i am wrong, maybe i should just make friends for the fun of making friends ..What touches me the most was when your hand came and allowing me to cry on your shoulder .. It makes me feel that actually i am not alone ...actually i still have friends which cares about me , a good BF which cares like you do.. when you tell me that , i have been doing stupid things , and you were only angry with me ..I really feels that i am very fortunate !! i think i should just take a break from school work !! A break from all those hurtful and frustrating problems..Maybe i should just look at it at a postitive perceptive.I am really very tired !!!
Hello. I'm Rachael. I'm going to be 18 years old. I love him.