BlogYYY
Friday, 30 July 2010,7/30/2010 12:14:00 am

On 29 July 2010 , today is our 29th anniversary !!
Thought maybe i could spent some time with you on this special day ! But , everything is not going smoothly (presentation , friends etc) ..haiz... After school went to Tampines Mall to play arcade while waiting for time(4 hours) to pass as Sport Clubs only starts at 6. CSA Presentation was badly done , i admit that i didn't contribute much but i took the initiative to ask..Why don you guys give me a chance? Following by Sports Club , i always wanted to play with you but..Too Bad !!! After Sports club ended , it was about 9 plus , waited for the stupid 518 express bus for so long !! Went to meet him at Elias Mac to spend some time , end up we started to fight ..Slowly , tears came rolling down my face , i couldn't control it ... IT just came and came and came ..Maybe i am hurting too much by keep quiet ... Facts came to me , that actually i am not enjoying Polytechnic life as it seems..Maybe you are right , i only judge a person by it fraws and not its good point... but it just come to me each time i make friends , i would be more cautious on what their characteristics and more... Reasons mainly , i do not wish to be with the wrong company which could lead me astray...sorry but that is what i think..maybe i am wrong, maybe i should just make friends for the fun of making friends ..What touches me the most was when your hand came and allowing me to cry on your shoulder .. It makes me feel that actually i am not alone ...actually i still have friends which cares about me , a good BF which cares like you do.. when you tell me that , i have been doing stupid things , and you were only angry with me ..I really feels that i am very fortunate !! i think i should just take a break from school work !! A break from all those hurtful and frustrating problems..Maybe i should just look at it at a postitive perceptive.I am really very tired !!!
Thanks for accompanying when i broke down !! Happy 29 months anniversary !!(Double 29 !!bet you didnt notice it )
Tuesday, 27 July 2010,7/27/2010 10:16:00 pm
On 27 june 2010, today was brother's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!..HAHAHX..

haiz...so many things happen in school , got a feeling that i will be an outcast soon...haiz... really feel sucky now leh ... haiz.. its not like i am being sensentive , but maybe , i really wished to be good friends with you guys .Please!!! haiz... Didnt meet you for a number of days..haiz... injured my knee at the wrong time sian... really stupid wan wear the knee guard!!! haix... i now really don feel like going to school ...SCHOOL SUCKX!!!. school sucks without friends i really wan go back to secondary school !!!!!! i missed all my friends in CORAl !!! i wished time can be rewind!!!haiz.. i really wished i can improve my relationship with you guys !!! Please stop avoiding me plsease... i wan friends and not be an outcast !!! haiz..feel like crying now !!! haiz...feeling really like a stupid fool =(
wished you could be by my side now. wished all this can lead to a happy ending..wishes , wish, wished
Thursday, 15 July 2010,7/15/2010 09:32:00 pm
on 15 july 2010 , had a bad cried just now!!! trying to wake up from a little girl to a mature young lady...maybe i should just let it end here but i cant bear for it to happen ...how ??? can anyone tell me or pls wake me up!!! since i have entered poly , i feel i have become a different person...a totally different wan!! but i cant really control , sorry for making all the trouble .. sorry for being selfish by not letting you away from me..you can say i am selfish but i really can bear to let you go...sorry ... i will try my best to be more mature and not so sensitive towards you ...sorry.. i know i am changed!!! this 2 years to you might me like hell , maybe i am selfishly enjoying myself.. now its your turn ...sorry i will try to be a real girlfriend now... please give me some time ... i believe i can do it ... i am just not able to adapt to it yet but soon... i promise ...
i will always love you
Saturday, 10 July 2010,7/10/2010 12:28:00 am
10July 2010On 10 july 2010 , had a fight today with someone in my class... she can shout at me and next minute sms me...WTH!! haahx...this few weeks had to rush with project...felt so relieve after submitting it....sian... i seen so many couples breaking up..the fear of breaking up with me hunts me ... i don know how i will be like ..haiz..tomoro going to Compass Point to do Ba projects... going to sleep soon.....hahax..this few days haven seen you , felt that we are actually missing each other more..so i think its better to not meet everyday , maybe than we will start to cherish each other..hahax...joking hahahax.. kk i gtg chiong project alread ...bye, don miss me ...silent reader!!!hahahx... loving you even more when not meeting you .=)
Thursday, 1 July 2010,7/01/2010 11:40:00 pm
On 1 July 2010 , haiz..stuck with this stupid headache... Has been falling sick and worse this few days , miss out so many things in school. sian..i think i will have a hard time catching up alread...sian...just online , than have to find 20 people to help me do survey , tomorrow still need to go around to do...i am going to die already ....80% left... after charging to 100% hahahax..hehex..met him today and finally passed him the present...Hope you like it..i spent alot of time on it...But , you like no reaction leh..to shy to ask you about it too...hahx...rushing off to recharge!!!!!Hope you like Wat i have given you ...