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Monday, 28 June 2010,6/28/2010 10:19:00 pm
On 28th June2010 , OMG!!!!!! i am fucking stressed up ...haiz...how to do the stupid econs project!!!!!!!!!!!!! suck la .... fuck!!!!!!!! huh!!!!!!!!!!!!how how how how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die alread la...stress stress stress and more stress..... haiz.. tomoro is anniversary ..but i no money buy things for you sorry/....=(
but i love you forever
Thursday, 24 June 2010,6/24/2010 10:54:00 pm
On 23 th june , haiz..having gastric ...shit la...haiz.. didnt want to disturb you...muz get well soon k , i know you wanted to accompany me but i just cant bear to see you in pain and stillasked you to accompany me..That would be so selfish of me...sian...get back all my mid sem test reulst , for my Ba i get 43/45, my CSA 25/50(just pass) , Comm skills =B...haiz.. sian..i believe i can do better...i promise i will be more hardworking to achieve a better grade...i will promise you ...kk i gtg alread..haiz...lots of tutorial and projects to do...JIAYOU!!!!! I CAN DO IT !!!
Hoping you can faster recover.
Saturday, 19 June 2010,6/19/2010 12:41:00 am
On 18 June 2010 , today just finish morning shift ,...super tired but somehow i got emotionally breakdown and tears were dropping when i was on the way home...i thought of meeting you cause you said that i can only cry when i am with you..but i just can't control...haiz... when i reach home , auntie start to nag say i at night sleep late and disturb untill her when now she sleeping like a dead pig la...haiz... stupid wan lor...but i still got this question: why do people treat you better only when they need your help??is this true??? to me , all this while , i am treated this way..it really sucks la..luckily i have my guardian angel to guide and comfort me through..you know who are you haahx..hehex.. i know you are reading it haha...so happy...THANK YOU!!!!!!!love you lots hahax... okay... i am going to do my stupid CSA excel project alread ...BYe.... i will become a stronger girl and not defeated by all your nonsense anymore!!!!!!!!! Needing you by my side now...
Friday, 11 June 2010,6/11/2010 11:11:00 pm
On 11th June 2010 , had a fight again as me being the idiort that started it..haiz..wat the hell is happening to me??suck sia... can someone beat me so that i can wake me up pls..now even i don know what am i ???actually i was wondering why i am trying so hard when people are noet even noticing me..Why am i even trying??? haiz.. At work , suck. At home , suck. Even on the way home suck..i am really sorry to the person that i have hurt..sorry..haiz...while typing this , i had nose bleed and shaking hands...what is fucking wrong with me now!!! i just hate myself..suck..tomoro working full shift , don know whether i can do it..haiz..wishing you were with me now.
Tuesday, 8 June 2010,6/08/2010 05:49:00 pm
On 8th june 2010 , now at the library chiong project ..haiz..the bench super hard make my butt pain la..haha... w came from school (POM Project).. YEsterday just went to work at TOY R US ..hahax... met shome shity customer la...throw card , throw wallet ..think they very big ar... some people think that they are very big and they can do what they want...stupid or wat ..cannot just wait patiently meh , cannot than don buy la ..who ask you to buy !!!!! suck lor...hahax..but yesterday received 1 very sweet sms hahax... my mood went from bad to good hahax... hehex..haha... i don know why each time you sweet to me , i thought it was not you hahax... maybe that is what so special about you..sometime fierce , sometimes sweet , sometimes caring hahax.. i guess it is interesting hahax... hahax..kk i go do project alread if not cant finish in time...tomoro got consultation with Mr Ng = Waking up early .hahahx... never mind , its for my own ...hahax.. see ya .... I love you even more now!
Monday, 7 June 2010,6/07/2010 12:02:00 am
On 6th June 2010, today went to celebrate grandfather 70th birthday...went to auntie house and meet u with the rest....than the adults went to marina bay...teenagers stay at home at slack....during that period , my mind was thinking of you ... remember the question that i asked you about , i was so afraid that it was not the answer that i wanted..i asked myself ,what will happen if your answer was no..what am i supposed to do... than came your reply , it was a yes.but is that you true answer, its not that i doubt you but alot of thing just went through my mind..Am i bringing you too much trouble?Am i a lousy companion? its just i lacking confident in myself..sorry for irritating you the past few days..sorry..After that , we went to the restuarant with the cake..hahax...had fun singing and eating haahx..i think i become fat alread..hahax.. now i am having more fun listening to your voice and typing this...hahax..k i gtg alread..have work tomoro...nervous about going back to toy r us to work..hahax..nites I love you forever.
Tuesday, 1 June 2010,6/01/2010 07:28:00 pm
On 1st June 2010 , finished my Microecons paper... went to study with my classmater(jane , jeannette and gladsy ) ..actually didnt really study ..than we went to the fish pond there to play the swing...hahax...remind me of secondary school times where we are so bonded...than waited for you patiently but things happen ..i still don understand why it is my fault... haiz...what makes you think i don wan to be with you ...ONly you got bad day, how other me?? i just screwed up my paper ...suck.... Seriously , i didnt did it on purpose....it really hurts my heart... i thought we will have a fun time tomoro ...maybe its the opposite where we don even meet... was looking forward to it ..but now haiz... i am at a lost ...please tell me what i have done wrong... **** la...haiz... you didnt even realised that i was trying to cheer you up rite...Fine i admit its my fault SORRY! i really tried my best....Today is a sucky day!!!!!!!!!!! wishing we could be like last time...